WHATS WRONG WITH YOU?
I have paranoia, am highly neurotic and have both ADD and Autism. As such my actions can seem unhinged or overblown. I may block people or private due to paranoia and i may react harshly to things that shouldn't give me that reaction. I try to avoid it and stew in it silently but if I do publicly blow up this is why.

WHO ARE YOUR FAVS EXACTLY?
It tends to change but currently they are:
Gustavo (Pizza Tower), Noise (Pizza Tower), Pizzahead (Pizza Tower)
Danton (Antonblast), Waluigi (Mario) & Derrick Man (Toontown)
They are but silly to me.
WHAT IS YOUR ISSUE WITH SHIPPING YOUR FAVS
Short answer; I'm Romance Repulsed.Long answer; Derrick and Rain are characters I'm very attached to. I want to personally see them as friends for my own comfort, as someone who is aroace and doesn't get to see much platonic content due to how ship heavy fandom is. This is something that makes me personally happy and is important to me. I also headcanon them as being aromantic and asexual respectively. My content being reduced to ship art, even when all I do is draw them so much as talking to each other makes me really uncomfortable and feel almost violated that my stuff is taken and spun in this way. I'm just not comfortable with it and would rather it not be brought up to me.